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Sunday, June 29, 2008

To know or not to?
Im thinking.. Been at this window for an hour yet cant make up my mind to blog today or tomorrow. Tired, I am. But I dont feel like turning in somehow. & so..

A great day spent! :D With friends, it's always fun. Wild wild wet today. (: An hour & a half late, sorry peeps! (: Its so nice of them. I told them to make their way over first but they waited. Thanks. :D

A total of 10 people including me. (: Charis, leona, darrell, damien, darren, ernest, houwen, kangxian & weiming. The rest was held up with some work & stuff.

Bused down to pasir ris & walked over to catch 354 to downtown. (: Gotten the tickets & then headed in. Had a hard time getting all our bags into the locker. Haha! But, we managed to force it in. Lol.

Lazy pool, wave pool, children's playground, slides & sky rider. (: It's of so much fun. :D The wave pool make all of us tired. We kept saving each other too. Lol! Slides with 5 on in, spells fun. (: & sky rider with leona was exciting. Haha. She's fearful of height & she started screaming. Haha. & then she started cycling in a rather fast speed. Damn, that was kind of scary. But, afterall, its fun. (:

& Its never a good thing to get in the pool without knowing how to swim. I shall learn soon. Haha!

Showered & had kfc for dinner. The guys sure do have a huge appetite. 2 meal each for them. We girls share a 3 piece & popcorn chicken. Too tired for food.

A few of the guys headed over to ehub to check out movie tickets but the timing was pretty late. Charis went off & the rest of us went to find them. Then, over to the ticket counter again to book ticket for 'wanted' over at amk hub.

Little pj scare the hell out of me! She jump out from nowhere & hugged me from the back all of a sudden. Haha! I gave back a reaction & that scares her too. Lol. She just finish her church stuff & was catching a movie with her church friends. Alittle pity. If we do get tickets over there, we'll be in the same show! D:

Bid goodbye & train down to amk hub. The guys started imitating one another words. Haha. That's kind of funny. Haha. (: Bomberman got me all excited then. (: Dj max is never a game for me. Im super lousy at it man. Stupid darrell likes to show off! One day I'll beat you in that. Wait! Haha! I think that day will never arrive. Haha!

Reached amk & rushed to the theater. 'Wanted', a must-watch! Its soooooo very nice! :D But, the ending is a little sad. But, its a great show still. (:

Train back then bused back with darrell. The rest alighted at kahtib. ): Ok, you're a gentlemen. Haha!

Homesweethome. TIRED! Sadden, there's no photos! Cause we dont have a waterproof cam. D:

9 more days to oral. D:

Downhearted.
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The clock reads 4:50am.

Im nuts / mad / demented / insane / mentally deranged / crazy / senseless / totally unsound / lunatic.

I shall get some sleep perhaps.

I miss you, so much, so much.

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

It's the simplest thing in life people forget.

Town today for charis's celebration. :D But, alittle pity cause meilin & pj wasnt there. ):

As usual, I waited for brother to get ready to meet his friend before I left house & I was late! Charis fetch me & my brother then drop him at safra before we headed over to kahtib.

Waited for leona. She only bath at the time we were supposed to meet! Slowpoke. Haha. Then, jiali arrived. Waited for leona & train down to somerset. Went cine. Planned to catch 'get smart' but the ticket was selling fast thus, went over to kbox instead. :D

Went down to B1 & subway toget food back into the room. Haha. We wasnt suppose to. Lol. Saw jieshun. He's of some much different, maybe because of his hair. I dont even recognised him. Haha. Omella joined us. (:

Continue singing & started playing those 'high' songs. :D

Left for taka. Had dinner at pepper lunch as we were pretty broke by then. Haha. Shop around then leona & I went following/looking at someone. I didnt manage to see but almost fall cause of some juices spilt on the ground. Thank god leona was there or it will be pretty embarrasing. Lol! Thankyou fathand! :D

Went over to paragon. Went to find houwen as well sonce he was working there. While waiting, we went to get a litmitted edition cheesecake for charis. How can a birthday go without a cake right. (:

Leona & I waited for them outside to surprise charis. :D Glad she was happy & enjoyed herself. (:
Train back home at around 11. Im leona's hero too. I save her when she was falling in the train. HAHA! We're equal now. (: Lol! Bused back with charis then. This girl is so heartless! -inside joke. (:

Wild wild wet tomorrow for darren & charis belated celebrating with gays! :D

& once again, Happy Birthday girlfriend. :D You're suppose to say thank you hor not _! (: Tillthen.

You know how much the misses was, lots.
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Friday, June 27, 2008

Oh no!



Ok, nothing much today. Home for the whole day. (:

I have nothing much to blog about. Just, getting pretty bored now.

Brother having his mahjong section again! But good thing is, he's winning. But, still, nothing good to me, cause I dont have any share in his winning. D: I'll pester him for my money back! HAHA! (:

Darrell is_.

Time to go off for dinner/supper with sister. (: Till then.

EDITED at 12:17AM.

Prata shop was super packed but luckily still gotten ourselves a seat. Haha. Tom yum soup is loved. :D

Back home & currently teaching my sister trigononometry. Ohmygod, I forgot almost everything. Recapping.. It became a killer all of a sudden. I seriously should study already. & I think my sister seriously need to study too. She didnt even know when to use divide & mutiple. Lol.

My brain is so useless! D:

Town tomorrow to celebrate ms sohlixuan's birthday. Was planning to go out with her on the actual day but she went out with her mum. So, tomorrow instead. (:

Photos taken at RP. The rest, tomorrow perhaps. (:


The only thought on my mind, you.
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Happy 17th Birthday, Soh Li Xuan Charis! :D

Miss blur/clusmy queen! :D This girlfriend of mine is so adorable, always coming up with lame & cold jokes. & she's so mean, when we were down & emo-ing, she kept laughing. But, I know she was trying to cheer us up. Haha! But, NTN still love you la! :D Hope you enjoy your day!
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Thursday, June 26, 2008

When I didnt even knew.
Asleep at 9 & awake at 11. Super lazy to get out of bed. But since I had promised jiali, got up & get prepared. & then waited for brother to be ready as well cause he left his key with his pal & need me to lock the door.

Met up with jiali & train down to woodlands. The heat was unbearable. Its so hot! Walked some route before we reach. Called them but they said they are back to have their ppt done in class.

Slacked at the library with jiali instead. Then, leona called. Walked about & then to food heaven for food. Met up with darrell on the way. Their nasi lemak was good? Haha. Considered alright. (:

Back to class they went & we stayed at the foodcourt surfing the net. (:

Decided to go over to see pj. Met up with her & leona since they were in the same block & level. Talk a little & then we went off. We got lost? Lol! We kept going out at the wrong level. Haha!

Over to w3 to find omella. Talk a little & then went off back to the library. & the time was already 4. Haha! We planned to go there to study but spend our time walking about & slacking.

Soon, one after another joined us at the library. Started taking pictures with jiali's macbook. Then after all was done with their rj & stuff, we left. I took the train with leona while jiali, omella, pj & darrell took bus.

Accompanied leona to get food for her brother then back to yishun. Decided to meet charis since she just ended school. This cute little girl told me she reached yishun when she alighted at kahtib. Waited for her & then we walked over to 4oo plus to return her vcds she rented. Then, she called yang up & we met up with him. They both studied. (:

Then, yiguang & weian came while yang left to some friend's house to study. Again, charis with her lame jokes. But weian managed to get mos of the answers. Then they started exchanging jokes. :D

Headed for home at around 9.3o. Walked. Yiguang accompanied us till the bridge & went back. Weian & charis went their way.

I felt so dumb suddenly. How was it possible to get lost around blocks where I live near to? Nevermind, perhaps Im use to walking back from the main road.

Home. Now, I hate my sunburn. Its peeling & its very ugly! D:

Of all, I saw you. But, this time, the feeling isnt the same. (:

What will it takes for..?

I said I was alright but all was but a lie.
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Interesting, human being.
Just got back home. (: Its nearing 5 now & Im meeting jiali in 6 hours time. Ohman.

Woke up early at 11.( to me its consider early) Haha! & I turn in only at 8 in the morning, just turning in bed, hesitating.

I started studying. (: Hehe! But I seems to be moving really slow! D: I dont know why but I just got stuck at the stupid relative atomic mass & whatsoever. & I really got a little irritated! ):

Brother tried to save me today by bring lappy out. Haha. How cute is he! Lol.

Studied till around 4, I went to sleep. Haha! Then woke up at 5 & started getting prepared to meet up with the rest to celebrate darren's birthday. :D

Cabbed down to chong pang's taste of thailand. Ohno, I should be saving! Reached & waited for jiali before we started eating. (: While waiting, they started the pairing & stuff like again. But we all knew its just for laugh. Haha. How I miss school days with them. ):

Jiali came & food! Kangxian looked super happy when he sees food! Lol. :D Poor darrell was sick. "Shivering, aching, everything." Haha.
Then, after eating, one after another, fun stuff happened. & it sends us laughing. From kangxian drinking habit to kangxian starting some prank calling.Lol! & we helped darrell get back at the dumb ass who scolded him. Lol! The conversation was ohmygod funny. We just cant stop laughing. I just love hanging out with them. (:

Walked over to northpoint after dinner. Went over to swensens for 'earthquacks'. :D Ice-cream! We ordered two earthquacks. Had my share with omella, darrell & kangxian. While leona, charis, ernest & darren shared. Jiali didnt eat. Darrell cant have much, poor thing. Haha!
Happy birthday once again darren! :D
Sat there chit-chatting till around 9.45 before we all went our way. Bused back with charis & darrell. (: (:

Met up with yeemay at 2ooplus mac. Started our talks like again. Haha. We planned to study but to no avail again. As its a wednesday, mac wasnt 24hour. Thus, we went over to the usual hangout place, pratashop. Sat & eat & talk. We planned to leave at 12.45 for yeemay to catch the last bus but didnt manage to do so. So, we just went talking till just then. So long. (:
One of the pic we took at sentosa. (:

Its 20min to 6. I shall get going to sleep. Rp later on with jiali. (: Till then.

7hours of wait & still going.
You know, dont you?
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Happy 17th Birthday Darren Lim! :D
Hope you enjoy your day! (:
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Still, stuck.
So, I was home the whole day today, like always.

& I dont like it when Im feeling confused. Dont like ittttttt.. D:

Daddy & mummy make my day alittle happier. (: They got me laughing when we were having dinner. (: Daddy wanted to get some jelly out for his friends to try & had it placed in a cooler bag which is red in colour. & daddy went carrying it & say he look like a "ah gua" -gay. Lol! More, more & more. But I shall not have it revealed. (:

But daddy's so mean too. Or maybe he did the right thing. Haha! He gave mummy, brother & sister each at least a 5o bucks. But, when I go "So unfair, they got I also want." & he gave me 5 bucks only! D: Trying to make me control my expenses.

Sadden! Tomorrow's darren's birthday & money's needed again. Im so very broke! I really shall save more. No more cabbing & spending on useless stuff. (:

Accompanied ms soh for her dinner & only for less then half an hour, I was back home. I thought I could chill & chat with her longer but its not even half an hour! Nevermind, tomorrow, all's meeting up again. I cant wait to see them. :D

& I seriously think there's something wrong with my entry proof. How is it possible my english paper 2 starts only at 5pm?! How weird.

Upon hearing some news, my heart sank.
My fault, all along.

You see, I know I'll feel this way.
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Monday, June 23, 2008

With love, misses.
I woke up at 8 just wanting to send what I wanted to send but I still fail to do so. ):

Back to sleep & was woke up by charis's call. She asked me out for a movie date. Got prepared & went to meet her. Then train down to causeway point at 4plus.

Reached & went to get our ticket. Caught "penelope". It nice, freaking nice. Go catch it people. (:

Met up with leona & houwen after our movie outside woodlands library. Houwen said I was red! Ok, I really was. It still hurts man. & then, leona & houwen realised they were sitting on ants! Aftermatch, it gave them an illusion that they were covered with ants & leona started sratching away. Damn funny. :D

Then, houwen headed back to kahtib while we went pastamania to have our late lunch. (:

Walked about outside the mrt station as we were too full. Then, charis did something that make leona & I burst out laughing. First time ever, she was so brave. Ok, inside joke. :D

Walked about outside the roadside & then back to the mrt station before we finally decided to train home. We were too bored. Haha!

Alighted at yishun & then walked home with charis. As usual, she walk the long way with me. So sweet of her. (:

LEONA! Takecare of yourself! (:

There's too many irritating people around. Im not in a good mood & they came 'hello-ing'. Like what the hell. They should be glad I never blow my top.

& spammer, get a life. It don't do you any good by bringing people down. Look who's the pathetic one. & what's seriously wrong with some people, ntn never even do anything & they came trying to stir trouble. Just what's wrong?

It was you, you.
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Imissyou.
Sunburn's hurting like _. I cant get to sleep. Damnit. I apply lotion, powder, water, anything I can get to make it better, but it's still the same. D: Lotion/powder, all liars.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, t hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts..

This shows how free I am. I cant get to sleep! It hurts! D:

Ohman.

You drown out the crowd.
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Darrell ask me to watch some videos, so I wont be stress. Haha! & I came by this videos. LOL! :D

Sunday, June 22, 2008

This feeling is confusing.
Trip to sentosa yesterday with yeemay. We met up at 10 & trained down to sentosa.

Reached & brought some food. The tram was taking far too long & it's too far for us to walk there. Thus, we found a way. & it got us there faster then the tram. Haha. (:


Tanjong beach was really different from palawan & siloso. It far more quiet. (: We started tanning, talking & as time pass, we fell asleep.


Woke up & sat by the rock & enjoy the breeze. Its nice enough just sitting there. & there's a group of people playing guitar & singing nearby us too. & we just sang along. There's a number of dogs running about too. It so nice, so carefree. (:


Went laying back down & tan. Woke up at around 4 & realised its time to go off. We showered for super long, cause the burn was hurting. We were red, very.


Cabbed back to vivo cause we disdain waiting. Haha. Actually, just plain lazziness.


Too much choices for our dinner, had a hard time finding the place we wanted. Eventually, settled down at 'jiaxiang'. Ordered kind of too much & we cant finished.


Walked about to shop & its kind of funny when you're walking & people kept staring at you. Soon after, we realised, we were very red, like some drunken. Our neck was red, very.


Settled down at starbucks to chill. Mocha ice blended, our favourite. (: Chit chatted like always, but this time, Im not emo-ing. Im experiencing butty in my tummy. Thanks to yeemay. Haha. Some may get what I mean. & my phone is gonna be dead soon. ):


Left vivo at 11. Yeemay left for work & I cabbed back to northpoint to meet up with shengyang cause I had limitted cash left then walked over to 2ooplus mac & charis met us there. Did what we always do, talk. Headed for home at 2.


Showered & drop laying on the sofa & then fast asleep.


Woke up this very morning, feeling burn within. The sunburn is hurting. Haven recovered from the previous burn & now another. So dead.

I show mummy my burn & she went 'aiyo, how come like that.' Then I told her sunburn & she went 'huh, got burned by fire?!' My mum is just so cute. Haha.


& now, she's making some jelly. & she's complaining this & that to me at the same time. Haha. She so funny but I love her man. :D Even though she like to nag at me at times. Haha!


Home today. School's starting for friends tomorrow. Cant hang out as often. ): Boredom.


Do you know?

Is it really better this way?

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Friday, June 20, 2008

The same way yet a different feeling.

Up at 8.3o, online & msn played tricks with me. I cant sign in, like always. Thus, gave up & went to get prepared & headed to Northbrooks for badminton.

Was suppose to reach at 9 but I left home only at 9.5o. Haha. I took my own sweet time, just felt like doing so, didnt know why.

Reached, a number of them were there today. Charis, regina, shengyang, ziming, zhanhong, kevin, sebastian, weijie, junhan & those sec 1&2s.

Played with bella & jolene as the new coach requested. Then, played around till 12.3o & headed to 4oo plus for lunch. Some happening happening to kevin, but I had no idea what was it. Regina, shengyang & kevin went off to northpoint.

Adrian called & came over to meet us. Soon, headed home. Agreed to accompany adrian to town to get his business book. Sebastian went too.

Met them up & went somerset, to cine to get our movie ticket-kungfu panda then over to taka to get his book. (: Adrian is so mad, he walks like he was rushing for time. But eventually, sebastian & I ended infront of him. Haha.

Rushed back to cine as we were running late for the show. Its nice afterall, its kind of meaningful too. (: Saw weiming. Like always, I see him at cine. Haha.

Had a hard time deciding where to have dinner, places we wanted to enter was packed. Walked about taka & ended up at pepper lunch. After dinner, we bounced.

Back to yishun, decided to walk home. Before I broad the train, I was thinking about cabbing home, but since I still had a lot of time & Im broke, I decided to walk home.

Called a number of friends on the train, asking if they were free to slack but all seems kind of busy. Decided to go home in the end. Yang called back asking if I wont like to join them but I didnt.

The nearer I am to home, the slower I walked. ):

Tired! Mum's home, brother's over at laiyin's bbq, sis's still slacking with peeps & dad's having his mahjong section with his friends. Its so lonely being home. ):

If only I could love studying like how I love badminton. Willing to get up early just to study. How nice will it be. & I received my entry proof. Orals & listening coming! & I fear it like _! 18 more days to chinese oral. 24 days to listening. 1 month to english oral! & then science, english & math! What the hell. Im so dead! SAD AR! D:

Sentosa tomorrow with yeemay. Time to have it all out.

& I have lots of photos to upload now cause leona just send us all. Pj & jiali's birthday & NTN chalet's. Some other days perhaps.

Take the risk?
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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Why cant we look back?
Im seriously bored! Same, yet another day.

Like always, the construction is making hell lot of noise. Then, brother's mahjong game going on again. & I have a serious problem with self control. So, again, I wasted my day away not studying but just idle around.

I was planning to go over to RP but I was only up at 3. Thus, decided not to go over. They wont be staying till long either. I bet they will be tired as well.

Charis's off to malaysia then yeemay is over at her chalet. They rest had their stuff to handle. It seriously boring staying at home.

Mummy's having her hair coloured at some salon. I want to too! She didnt told me she was going. ): My colour is fading & its so ugly.

I shall go find something to do. Tillthen.

Have you ever wonder it was you?
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Hold on to it, dont you let it pass you by.


LONG POST AHEAD!

17June
Met up with jiali. Change of place, yishun south community centre instead of bk cause its packed. Buddies, FOOD! (:

Memories, all coming back. We use to be studying-(to me, I was playing/emo-ing/chatting/slacking) there till late night for O's period. Damn sad, now, Im the one taking it again. ):

Chit chatted with jiali while eating. Shes inspiring. (: She taught me too many things in life. Its always feel nice talking to her, really. (: I love her songs! :D

Charis joined us after her group meeting. Really focus on chem for about an hour or two. It like so fresh to me yet not. I remembered I remember but seems like I dont. & I realise, its easy to say I-want-to-study but its hard to get it done.

Leona joined us after school. Then we started talking. Haha! See, leona, chatterbox. :D Haha. Ok, be nice.

Jem join us after that too. We started using laptop. Web caming then took pictures then we started stalking! Haha! (:



Jem & jiali played the song they composed with their guitar. (: The lyrics is nice lily! (:

Started talking to leona.Shes stress to an extent that she cant even think. ): Hope you're better girl. (:

Cabbed home with charis at around 11. Home, showered, dinner, tv & stare into the air. I was moody yet moodless. Didnt know why either. I dislike it, big time.

Headed for bed at around 3. Finally got myself to sleep but then again, its ruin. The night before, by sis, then this time, by mum. I dont understand why. Ok, another getaway.

18June
Up & awake at 10. Receieved omella's text saying she overslept, miss school. Was planning to get her testimonial with her but something was up. Then got back to sleep.

Contacted charis at around 1 & plan to watch kungfu panda. Eventually, leona called, telling me she didnt went school as well. Then, plan to get testimonial then to omella house but eventually cant cause she need to meet up with owen.

Leona & charis went back to northbrooks. Omella back out the very last min because of the heavy rain. I met them on the bus after they were done.

Went over to amk hub. We had no idea where to go to, just wanted to go out. Had fish & co, sat there & talked. The malay/ mix? guy working there was kind of charming. Haha! But not as charming as ahem. Ha!

Slacked around & saw damien & friends. They never went school either. Poor darrell, so lonely in school today! Haha.

Back to yishun, called shengyang. Decided to walk over to 4oo plus cause we had so much time to waste. On the way, saw yiguang, darrell & weian at 363(?). Sat there slacking & chat with them. Charis with her lame jokes like always. Shengyang & alex joined us.

Went our way, leona accompanied charis to rent her disc & get some stuff. Then, the rest of us went over to 388. Yiguang, darrell & weian wanted to play basketball. Sat there watching as they played. (:

Both of them got back. Talk & talk. Then, accompanied charis to the main road, sort of sending her home but not. She kept chasing me away too.

Back to 388, then suddenly, we started playing ABC. I suck big time! D: I cant even get the A one in. Only manage to do so after a number of throws. Ohmygod. ):

Started playing punching with leona. Fat hand! Lol. (: Then talked to her & darrell. Soon, jiasheng & francis came. Then, soon, one after another went home. Left leona, darrell & me. Went on with our talk & cabbed home only at around 11.30.

Homesweethome.

& I just 'irritated' yiguang if Im not wrong. Opps. Haha. Hope I didnt. & sorry if I did.

Currently, bored with nothing to do. ): Oh ya, may be going over to RP tomorrow to find gays at their break. (: But I'll be alone when they starts their lecture. & charis will only be free at 4. Damn sad. I shall see.

Im crying out, you don’t hear a sound.


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Whats mean to be, will be.

Jiali is currently still busy in school or perhaps still at home. So, I decided to blog alittle while waiting. (:

Bk later to study. Im like so eager now. Haha! But I think it wont last long. HA!

Chemistry, Im trying to befriend you now, hope you dont ignore me. Lol!

I shall get going. Till then. (:

Its not great afterall, without you.
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Monday, June 16, 2008

Charis wrote this to me.

To hweetin:
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you're fine
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart... :)

So sweet of you, xuan.
I hope I know what to do. ): I'll have to choose what I want now. The outcome will depend on fate I suppose. But, its hard to even make the decision. Should I or should I not?
I cant believe myself any longer, the faith is no longer there. ): After this long, its tiring. I never wont want to walk that path again, you know what I mean.
It so hard. Help, its killing.

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When its all nothing but heartache.


Mahjong section with badminton peeps currently going on. (:

Went to school today, badminton. Some of the rare senior was there too. But, the feeling isnt the same as how it use to be. But still, its fun. (: Kind of quiet without regina & omella. Haha.

Collected my testimonial as well. It so short. I thought it was suppose to be fill with words which is 8 page long?! Its like so short. ):

Went 417 coffeeshop for lunch. After that, very last min decision to had a mahjong game. & decided to come over to my house.

My study plan! Im so gonna meet jiali tomorrow! Must! (:

Ok, till then. I'll update more tonight! :D

I wish you were here.

EDITED AT O9:37PM

Acting cute with charis online this very moment. HAHA! :D Im weird, I really am. One moment, Im angry with my mummy for blaming everything on me. The next moment, Im laughing like crazy. I dont know why either. Must have gone mad. Haha! I think the next moment, I'll be emo-ing. Lol!

&&& at around midnight, I rub some cream on my body & I cant sleep for the whole night. It kept burning! I put way too much I think. Haha. Super random.

A while ago, my house was packed with ziming, zhanhong, sebestian, weijie, melvin, mum & dad. Now, its so very quiet with only mum & me.

I lose 3ocents only. Haha! Actually I was sharing with charis but she went off halfway to help her mum with some stuff. Then, eventually, mum played for us. Haha. She won, I lose them back again. Very unlucky today! ):

Dinner! Now, left with nothing to do. ):

Tomorrow, studying with jiali! :D

& perhaps I shall catch kungfu panda alone tomorrow morning while waiting for jiali to end school at 11, maybe my mood wont be so down for the day. (:

Why am I changing this fast?

Why still fake a smile when it hurts a hell lot?
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Sunday, June 15, 2008


Darrell likes PINK! (: Haha! They got me laughing. Just some normal conversation just then & I kept laughing. HAHA! :D That's why I love my friends! :D
Gonna go viwawa-ing with FOO! (:
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What makes me like you?
It yet another day. Boring post ahead, sorry.

Feeling very uneasy the very moment I woke up. Tummy ache, dizziness & felt like vomiting. Cant even sit up, had to be laying down all the while. Didnt even feel like eating. Something is wrong.

I went back to bed & slept till 7. Felt much better but the pain is still there. Damn.

Nobody's home, again. ):

From tomorrow onwards, Its time I get committed to my books for the next 4 months. I definitely dont wanna get back the same point. 3 subjects. I shall find help if I need to, not gonna go all quiet anymore.

& something super random, I love my friends! :D I dont know why, just feel like saying that. (:
My phone keeps dying on me! ): It keeps auto shutting down!
& HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :D

I'm broken hearted yet I can't let you know.
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Saturday, June 14, 2008

Love you?

Went grand's house yesterday night, last min decision. Im happy I went. (:

Little cousin was attracted by my earrings. haha.& she kept smiling to me too. Grandmum said that she likes me thus. Haha! I think she only likes my earrings. haha.


Dinner was great. (: Played with cousins too. Little cousin is now well-known as jumping machine. Shes super hyper active. She was jumping in the day till 9 in the night without any nap either!


On my way home, I got stuck in the lift & with a weirdo! He kept smiling at me. Lol! But luckily wasnt for long, 3min?


Went out to meet yeemay at around 1 cause she ended work late. Prata! But, the forgottten about my banana prata! So, I just had an egg one. (:


A long series of happening. & we wnet on & on. From family to friendship to relationship. But most on relationship.


Its you, not him. Not him!


Over to mac to chill. Saw brother & friends watching soccer. Continued out tallk. (:


Headed for home at around 6. Started using com for a while & then went to bed at 7. (:


Up only at 7pm today. haha! Pig, I know. :D It been some time since I last slept for this long. Shiok! :D


Im hungry now, very! Theres no dinner. ):


& I kept falling asleep just then even though I had such a long sleep. Im bored perhaps. Nobody's home, no one to talk to me, no one to message me. ): My phone is quiet for the whole day.


Dont assume/guess. I'll only say it if I want to. (:


My special friend, I had no idea what I should do. Yes, I like you but I had no idea how you're feeling. Im struggling within loving you or not. Theres so much kept within again. I didnt want history to repeat once again. Whenever I felt like telling you, I backed off. What to do? If you can see, boy, Its you..

Butterfly in the tummy.
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Friday, June 13, 2008

What will it takes to let you know how I feels?

Just got back from NTN chalet. :D Sad, we cant have all 7 getting together. Meilin had a flight to catch while Peijie had some stuff to settle. Theres ml, no pj. Theres pj, no ml. ):

I woke up late. Met them up at Leona's block downstair. Omella, Jiali, Leona & I cabbed down to downtown.

Checked in coasta sand- pasir ris & started packing our stuff, then went out to fetch meilin. Headed to the new mall. Full of food! Had newyorknewyork & ml belated birthday. We managed to shock her. haha!

Back, rent bike. Slacked around & went back to our chalet & started bbq. Leona had a hard time breaking those charcoal. She even injured her hand. Ouch!

Omella & Leona did the bbq-ing while the rest of us stayed in the room & talk. So bad! :P


They nagged & nagged. But I know its for my own good. I'll listen, rest assure. Study! (: 4months isnt gonna be long.

ML went off at around 9 cause she need to pack up for her trip. Send her out & back to chalet.

Bon Voyage Yapyap! Enjoy Japan! :D

Back to chalet & all started to shower. Then we started talking then drinking. Thanks to Leona. She got me a cup & I started having headache.

Soon, got up & started talking to leona. Omella & Jiali went to sleep. Charis join us.

Till around 3, Leona went lying on the bad. Then Charis & I played Leona's psp-bomberman. We got all excited. HAHA!

Batt went dead & we went to sleep. But, the people next door was noisy. Even with our earpiece on, their voice was still heard. We start throwing slipper at the connected door. See Charis's blog for detail. (:

Second day, packed up & checked out. Went subway for late breakfast & then bk to slack. Everyone we met were rude. We were trying to be ice to them & thats what we got. ..

Checked in to coasta sand-downtown at around 2. Then, I went cycling with Leona. Got back, returned the bike with Leona.

Soon, pj reached. We stayed in the room chit chatting, play poker & some hand game. haha!


Afterwhich, pj need to be off for some meeting thus Jiali & I send her out. At the same time, we got mac back.

Slacked around, talking & relaxing. & then we fall asleep. Got up at 6 & went out to get bbq stuff with Jiali.

Started fire. First time ever but I wasnt of much help. Haha. I kept fanning & the fire went off. Haha! Kept throwing those large pieces of charcoal. Tiring.

Bbq-ed those food & woke them up. Talk & had dinner. Stayed in the room & chill.


Till around 11, we went to the new mall to check out for movie tickets. Gotten the incredible hulk midnight show. Sat around at some cafe while waiting for Jiali & Pj.


The show was nice/ touching! :D I like. Watch people, watch. (:

Back to chalet, wanted to play water gun-cs. Dots. But all got tired & slept.

Got up the next day, clear up & showered. While waiting for all to be ready, we took photos.
Pj went off earlier then us. Food court to rest while waiting for Jiali & Leona to finish their food.

Omella & Jiali cabbed back while Leona, Charis & I bused back. (: We're so broke. I still need to get 200$! Wonder how long I'll take to save that amount. Damn sad. ):

Hmmm, maybe its better. I cant go out without money. Maybe I'll stay home & study. :D

Back to northpoint with charis. We were bored. Wanted to catch a show but eventually never. Headed towards the interchange & saw weian.

Homesweethome.

Brother & friends over at our house now. Mahjong again.

Some were deadbeat & started sleeping! :D & I was bad. I went to draw daniel's face & hand cause he was snoring away while I was blogging. Haha! :D

Oh man, the above took me hours.
Maybe D was right. Friend is far more better. I hope I dont regret. I hope.

Im hungry! Have not eaten the whole day & I need to wait for 4 hours before having supper/slacking with yeemay at around 12midnight at prata shop. (:

Too late, always.
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& Play me canon in D on the piano!

Oh, & did I mention, I love my bffs (NTN/TG/TYM/MAC/SSQ/FSY..) to bits!

"The truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said & never explained."

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